My Haunting Lover

Everynight before I cry myself to sleeep
I pray to the Lord, that my soul he would keep

Then as usual, you'd haunt me in my dreams
Just as I suspected, I wake up in screams

Just like a ritual, you call me on my phone
You tell me it's my innosence you'd like to own

Soon I see you in the shaddow, through my windows lighting strike
You force me into bed, doing things I wish I didn't like

If I told people, they's kill me, i'd be dead
But you convinced me to keep the secret, it messed with my head

I knew I "should" resist, but you were even better than I thought
But with the voice inside my head, I knew I was caught

To you there was no easy way I could address
So i'd miss out on my plans and to a preacher i'd confess

I'm much better now; you don't have a hold on me
But I still want you, I wonder if i'll ever be free

Free from you, my haunting lover, that I love
I have to face you on my own, no longer can I get help from even those above