My Haunting Lover

Everynight before I cry myself to sleeep
I pray to the Lord, that my soul he would keep

Then as usual, you'd haunt me in my dreams
Just as I suspected, I wake up in screams

Just like a ritual, you call me on my phone
You tell me it's my innosence you'd like to own

Soon I see you in the shaddow, through my windows lighting strike
You force me into bed, doing things I wish I didn't like

If I told people, they's kill me, i'd be dead
But you convinced me to keep the secret, it messed with my head

I knew I "should" resist, but you were even better than I thought
But with the voice inside my head, I knew I was caught

To you there was no easy way I could address
So i'd miss out on my plans and to a preacher i'd confess

I'm much better now; you don't have a hold on me
But I still want you, I wonder if i'll ever be free

Free from you, my haunting lover, that I love
I have to face you on my own, no longer can I get help from even those above

Brain Dead

I'm alive out here,
look at my face.
My eyes are wide open.
I'm taking up space.

Then why do I feel like a zombie in the night,
who can't control their mind?
I'm invisible to all those in sight,
and for me I hope they'll come find.

WAR

It's weird how it works for things inside your heart.
Weather they're close by, or even far apart.
I'll never hold you close enough, or squeeze you too tight,
if our arms have to stretch miles long, i'll hold on with all my might.

You're threaded through my insides, all the way out.
Weaved around my courage, and even worse, my doubt.
It's felt inside, but still hard to say,
i've put you deep down inside so that you'd stay.

So, my arms are stretched out, I won't let our love fade,
i'm not opposed to violence, i'll fight for you until love is made.